The metaphor of life as a rollercoaster is one of the most accurate descriptions in existence. I don't think I can feel my lungs anymore from the constant ups and downs. I feel honestly ready to give up on this whole trying malarkey. Yesterday I felt almost fine, today things felt more positive and now I don't know how I'm feeling. Strangely lonely even though I'm really not. I feel like a child, a lost scared child. I feel depressed and I'm not really sure why. I know I want to cry but I literally can't sum any reasons up for this. Depression just feels like a natural state of being, like there is no explanation and I just have to live with it permenantly. I'm not really sure quite what to do.
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